The Life After Leaving Podcast: An Ex-Christadelphian Podcast
A podcast by ex-Christadelphians for ex-Christadelphians. Together, we dive into the history of the Christadelphians, share stories of former members leaving the sect, and cultivate community among ex-members worldwide.
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Sunday Apr 05, 2026
Sunday Apr 05, 2026
Today we’re chatting with Craig! In today’s episode, Craig shares his memories of his time in Christadelphia over forty years ago. Craig joined his local ecclesia as an adolescent and enjoyed the community, the studious environment, and spending time with Christadelphian families. He quickly became baptized, started preaching at his ecclesia, and traveling to other ecclesias in Australia. But over time, he noticed more and more issues that didn’t sit right with him. Things escalated when a “Brother” Craig had confided in after a difficult Bible class betrayed his confidence and gossiped about his private feelings with his Christadelphian family. After this betrayal, Craig made the difficult decision to submit his resignation and finally start to think clearly for himself now that he took some space from the Christadelphian community. Craig shares a lot of fascinating stories and tidbits of Christadelphian history in this episode and touches on the Christadelphian’s opposition to the LGBTQ+ community in Australia, doctrinal debates causing splits, and even plagiarism in the Christadelphian community. Please join us for yet another episode of fellowship among the heathens!
Listener discretion advised.
If you’re interested in coming on the podcast or have comments or questions, you can contact Zinnia at lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com
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References:
Titanic (1997 Movie)
The Poseidon Adventure (1972 Movie)
The Temple of Ezekiel's Prophecy by Henry Sulley (Full Book)
Harry Whittaker
Iridology
Racism in the Christadelphians and “The Black Pope” Theory
Ellicot’s Commentary on Revelation
The Protestors by Alan Eyre
The Good Life with Felicity Kendal
Visions of Glory: A History and a Memory of Jehovah's Witnesses by Barbara Grizzuti Harrison
Leaving the Fold by Marlene Winell
When Religion Hurts You by Laura Anderson
Please note, there are some concerns about Laura Anderson’s behavior which you can read more about here: Licensing Agency find Religious Trauma Coach in Violation of Code of Ethics
Or listen to this podcast
Podcasts Bart Ehrman and Dan McClellan
Ex-christadelphians.com
Gospel of John a Commentary by Craig Fairweather
Olton History
Current Value of 21 St Bernards Rd in Olton
21 St Bernards Road, Solihull, West Midlands, B92 7BB
Sunday Mar 29, 2026
Sunday Mar 29, 2026
In today’s episode, Keturah and Bec return to the podcast for Part TWO of our GAYEST episode yet to discuss and challenge how Christadelphians justify bigotry against LGBTQ people. In part two, we focus on the cultural issues that the rampant homophobia causes in the Christadelphian community, the reality of LGBTQ members' lived experiences, and discuss the data that was gathered in 2023 in an LGBTQ Survey of Christadelphians & ex-Christadelphians. In this episode, we highlight the documented maltreatment of LGBTQ members which includes celibacy requirements, slurs and bullying, hushed disfellowshipping of queer members, and multiple suicides being swept under the rug while shaming the victims- even after their deaths! We reflect on whether these behaviors reflect the character of Christ or if they are simply another way that the Christadelphians display the cult-like characteristic of demanding conformity and controlling the sexual behavior of their members. This episode is a bit more sobering than most as we also ask, can the Christadelphian community truly change to be inclusive of LGBTQ members? Will their system- which is built on a gender hierarchy, is obsessed with sex, and refuses to change or evolve- resist change even when it could save their member’s lives and keep them in the community?
Please join us for another conversation on LGBTQ issues in Christadelphia by queer ex-Christadelphians!
TW: This episode mentions suicidal ideation and suicide
Listener discretion advised.
If you’re interested in coming on the podcast or have comments or questions, you can contact Zinnia at lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com
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References:
2023 LGBTQ Survey Website
Full Survey Report (70 pages)
Bible verses quoted in the report: Luke 15:1-2, Matthew 18:6,Galatians 6:2, Galatians 3:26 -29, Luke 6:27-36, Proverbs 18:13, 2 Timothy 2: 23-26, James 1:19, 1 Peter 3:8
Gay Christadelphians website
Gay Christadelphians on the “Anti-LGBTQ’ bible verses
Press On Journal: Gay Christadelphians (Transcript)
Press On Journal: Love without Fine Print
Christadelphian View on Homosexuality “God's Word Condemns Homosexuality” (Youtube)
And Part Two
Trevor Project Statistics on LGBTQ Youth Mental Health
ABC News on LGBTQ Youth
The Tidings stance on LGBTQ Issues as just a form of dangerous “change”
The Tidings: Book Review: Same Sex Attraction and the Church: The Surprising Plausibility of the Celibate Life
What Does the Bible Say About Homosexuality?
Warning about LGBTQ Issues
The Life of John Thomas (1985) pg.19
“The Doctor belongs to the public and was not much of a woman’s man.” -Ellen Thomas
The Trevor Project: Religiosity and Suicidality Among LGBTQ Youth
Medium: Dear Church, Are All Your Kids Safe?
HARMONY, DISSONANCE, OR HARM? THE PSYCHOLOGICAL AND SPIRITUAL PROMISES AND PERILS OF GAY CHRISTIAN CELIBACY
The Seven Genders in the Talmud
Lesbianism in Jewish History
Sunday Mar 22, 2026
Sunday Mar 22, 2026
In today’s episode, Keturah and Bec return to the podcast for our GAYEST episode yet to discuss and challenge how Christadelphians justify bigotry against LGBTQ people. As queer ex-Christadelphians ourselves, we share our stories and re-examine the bible verses that featured prominently during our lives in lectures given by the “Brothers” who claimed that they knew that God hates gay people. One by one, we revisit the problematic verses they used, offer outside perspectives to the standard Christadelphian views, and challenge Christadelphians to preach the true meaning of the “clobber verses” instead of using them to attack queer people. We also offer rebuttals to a particular brother who is spreading his message of hate internationally online with the support of the Christadelphian community. But it may surprise him to discover the kind of person that God considers a “Sodomite”... In this episode, we (literally) pull out a Bible and amplify the voices of queer people raised and harmed by the Christadelphian community’s rampant bigotry against queer people. So please join us for some laughs as queer women tell you the side of the story that Christadelphian “Brothers” never wanted you to know about…
*Please note, I sought to be as inclusive as possible for this episode. Unfortunately the gay man who agreed to join us was unable to record with us and no transgender ex-CDs offered to join us for this episode.
TW: This episode mentions suicidal ideation and suicide
Listener discretion advised.
If you’re interested in coming on the podcast or have comments or questions, you can contact Zinnia at lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com
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Want to join our community? Find ex-Christadelphians on Facebook here
References:
The Life After Leaving Podcast: Biblical Studies 101 (Episode 31)
Gay Christadelphians website
Gay Christadelphians on the “Anti-LGBTQ’ bible verses
Press On Journal: Gay Christadelphians (Transcript)
Press On Journal: Love without Fine Print
Christadelphian View on Homosexuality “God's Word Condemns Homosexuality” (Youtube)
And Part Two
"1946: The Mistranslation that Shifted Culture." Movie Website
1946: The Mistranslation That Shifted Culture (Wiki)
The Biblical Case in Support of Same-Sex Relationships
LGBTQ-Affirming Scripture
Christadelphian FB Post
Romans and Sexuality Video
Shattered Dreams: My Life as a Polygamist’s Wife by Irene Spencer
Comfort Women
Mattiemaemotl
Jbrix_art
Jbrix on Deuteronomy 22
Jbrix on Romans 1
Jbrix on 1 Corinthians 6:9
Jbrix on 1 Corinthians 6:9 (2)
Jbrix on 1 Corinthians 6:9 (3)
Gay Animals
Gay Animals Facts
Gay Birds
Clobber Verses:
Genesis 19
Leviticus 18 and 20
1 Corinthians 6:9-10
1 Timothy 1:10
Romans 1
Sunday Mar 15, 2026
Sunday Mar 15, 2026
In today’s episode, Chloe joins me as we examine the Christadelphian doctrine of the Kingdom of God on Earth! We start by reviewing the different phases of this apocalyptic doctrine and discussing what it was like to be raised as children to believe that we were in the “end times” where our parents might be taken away by angels at any moment. We also explore what makes the “kingdom” doctrine so unique, what it would be like to visit Ezekiel’s Temple, and what kind of people are going to be in “The Millennium” after the first Judgment day. We also discuss the negative aspects or gaps in logic, and even things we never thought about but one Christadelphian author certainly did!
This episode will be our most philosophical so far as we ask… will free will exist in the kingdom? If we are going to be changed, then what does it mean to be human? What would life be like as an immortal who is “like the angels”? And can I resurrect my dog to spend eternity with me? Naturally, we discuss other supernatural creatures like werewolves, shapeshifters, and vampires as we try to fathom this supernatural world under Christ’s rule. We also ask the questions we never dared ask aloud at Bible School. Why doesn’t the bible have compelling descriptive chapters or even entire books about the kingdom? Why should we want to be non-human creatures subject to eternal servitude? And is this whole plan of global control by Christ just an authoritarian nightmare?
Please join us for this second episode in a two-part series exploring the Christadelphian belief in the “Kingdom of God” and the end times!
Listener discretion advised.
If you’re interested in coming on the podcast or have comments or questions, you can contact Zinnia at lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com
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References:
Chloe’s Substack
Heretic Ecclesia Podcast
Peter Pan 2: Return to Never Land
The Christadelphians (wiki)
The Millennial Harbinger 1837
The Nightmare Before Christmas (1993)
Peter Pettigrew in Harry Potter
Maple Syrup Adapting to Climate Change
Apple growing face increasing climate risks
Hunger Games
Climate Change and Coffee
Climate Change and Bananas
We Only Use 10% of Our Brains Myth
The Temple of Ezekiel's Prophecy by Henry Sulley (Full Book)
The Kingdom of God on Earth by Stephen Hughes (Full Book)
Ezekiel's Temple visualized by Christadelphians
The Kingdom of God (booklet)
Armageddon- should we be afraid? “Real Answers, Real Hope”
The Way of Life, Chapter 45 “The Kingdom of God”
Heaven is a place for sociopaths (YouTube)
Biblically Accurate Angels
Biblically Accurate Angels (2)
Sunday Mar 08, 2026
Sunday Mar 08, 2026
Today we’re chatting with Steve to explore what the Bible actually says about the future “Kingdom of God”! Join us for heathen “Sunday School” as we explore the evolution of some of the ideas in the Bible that are necessary to believe in an eternal “future kingdom” including- the messiah, the resurrection, and the idea of a kingdom itself. In this episode, we also look to answer whether the Christadelphians assertion that the “kingdom of God” doctrine was present throughout the Bible is true and we examine the places where this doctrine conspicuously seems to be missing. Steves shares cultural and historical context throughout the episode to understand why the monarchy was not re-established in Israel, where some of these beliefs actually originated, and what the evolution of these ideas tells us about what people believed during different time periods. Steve also shares the story behind Christadelphians bizarre obsession with a biblically inaccurate portrayal of Ezekiel’s Temple and explains John Thomas’ Bible Math “rules” which Thomas inconsistently used for interpreting the book of Revelation. We also laugh about Samuel and his nepo babies, sweaty Jesus, and discuss *even more* failed prophecies.
Please join us for this first episode in a two-part series exploring the Christadelphian belief in the “Kingdom of God” and the end times!
TW: There is one reference to a Christadelphian who is excited to act out violence against queer people during “the end times”.
Listener discretion advised.
If you’re interested in coming on the podcast or have comments or questions, you can contact Zinnia at lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com
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Want to join our community? Find ex-Christadelphians on Facebook here
References:
Life After Leaving Podcast: Episodes 16, 21, and 31
The Temple of Ezekiel's Prophecy by Henry Sulley (Full Book)
Eureka by John Thomas (Wiki)
Eureka by John Thomas, Vol 1 (Full PDF)
Youtube series on Ezekiel's Temple:
An Accurate visual of Ezekiel's Temple Ch 40
An Accurate Visual of Ezekiel’s Temple, Ch 41
An Accurate Visual of Ezekiel’s Temple, Ch 42 & 43
Hymnary.com Who is this come from Edom?
The Kingdom of God on Earth by Stephen Hughes (Full Book)
Sunday Feb 22, 2026
Sunday Feb 22, 2026
Today we’re chatting with Andy! In today’s episode, Andy shares his experience of growing up as a Christadelphian in the UK. Ever since he was a young boy performing in Sunday School, Andy was uncomfortable in the spotlight. He shares his memories of anxiety around traditional Christadelphian expectations for men including being baptized in front of large crowds and being asked to do the readings from the platform. Andy also speaks up about what it felt like to grow up in the Christadelphian community as a child experiencing sexual abuse. He shares his thoughts about how being in a community that doesn’t value sexual education or personal autonomy made it harder to ask for help and how their belief that sex before marriage is a sin perpetuates further harm against child sexual abuse survivors by creating feelings of shame. We also talk about authoritarian parenting, post-baptism lows, and motorcycle gangs! Please join us for yet another episode of fellowship among the heathens!
TW: Child sexual abuse
Listener discretion advised.
If you’re interested in coming on the podcast or have comments or questions, you can contact Zinnia at lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com
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Resources:
Proposed law in Japan “Other acts that will constitute neglect include… blocking their interaction with friends due to a difference in religious beliefs and thereby undermining their social skills.”
Christmas apocalypse has been cancelled, says Ghana 'prophet', buys Mercedes with donations Dec 2025
Déjà rêvé
Sunday Feb 15, 2026
Sunday Feb 15, 2026
Today we’re finishing our investigation of the medical qualifications of “Doctor” John Thomas, the founder of the Christadelphians. In this history episode, we’ll follow John Thomas’ career during his time in the United States from the 1830’s into the 1850’s. We once again debunk persistent myths that have been repeated by Christadelphians for generations. Instead of accepting these myths, we critically examine them and speculate on the real reasons behind Thomas’ career choices. We also question John Thomas’ motives for his marriage, his reasons for moving frequently, and the credibility of the school that issued his M.D. degree in 1848. Zinnia also shares numerous new historical resources to do a deep dive into claims of extortion against John Thomas by the Richmond Campbellites and into the strange and questionable school, the “Scientific and Eclectic Institute” of Petersburg, Virginia, where John Thomas claimed to have earned his degree. Throughout this episode, we also reflect on what these stories indicate about John Thomas’ personality, his motivations, and why his persistent claim to have “the truth” isn’t actually something for Christadelphians to be proud of.
Please join us for another exciting history episode as John Thomas’ lies and criminal activity get exposed by Zinnia, a harbinger of destruction.
Listener discretion advised
Resources and References:
Thank you to the ex-Christadelphians for sharing information about these Lancet articles!
The Lancet 1829-1830
See: Oct 10, 1829; Jan 16, 1830; Jan 30th, 1830
John Thomas: His Friend and His Faith”
Dr. Thomas: His Life & Work
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Professor James Staughton
The Millennial Harbinger, 1835
“The New England Botanic Medical and Surgical Journal” Vol 2, No 8, Page 122, April 16, 1848
Population of Cincinnati in 1830 and 1840
Physicians in Ohio 1819-1850 (used 1831 Directory)
University of Cincinnati’s College of Medicine
Population of Cincinnati (1830: 24,831)
Cincinnati population in the 1800s
America’s current population (2025): 333.3 million
Current number of American physicians (2025): 1,044,734
Population of Philadelphia 1830
Desilver’s Philadelphia Directory (1831)
Doctors in Philadelphia
The Millennial Harbinger (Feb 1835)
Demon Of Unrest by Erik Larson
James H Hammond
Philadelphia & Virginia
The Millennial Harbinger, 1834
“A Review of the Defence of Dr. John Thomas" (Email lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com for a digital copy)
The Apostalic Advocate, May 1837 pg 18-19
Dr. Thomas: His Family and the Background of His Times’ by Charles Blore
Inflation Calculator
Payment of Doctors
Doctor Fee Bills
Millennial Harbinger, Feb 1838
Take Back Your Life by Janja Lalich and Madeline Tobias
John Thomas M.D. Newspaper
The Christadelphian Magazine, April 1886
A Muppet Christmas Carol
LAL Podcast: S1 Ep 6: Christadelphian True Crime
Rush Medical College
The Christadelphian Magazine, April 1886 “Dr. Thomas’s Professional Status”
Formation of the AMA
Incorporation of the S&E College March 1st 1847
1847 “J Thomas M.D.”
1846 Oct Classes
The New England Botanic and Medical Journal, 1848 “Biography of John Thomas M.D.”
Nov 1847 “Virginia Institute"
Eclectic Medical Institute of Cincinnati
Philadelphia Diploma Mill
Degree Mills by Allen Ezell and John Bear
Dr. John Buchanan
The Rise and Fall of Dr John Buchanan
Alexander Campbell on the S&E School
Worcester, MA school
S&E College to Send Diplomas to MA
The History of Medicine by Alexander Wilder
Eclectic Medical Journal 1844-1848
Eclectic Medical Journal 1849-1850
August 1848 Ad
THOMSONIANISM IN VIRGINIA by JAMES O. BREEDEN
*email lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com
“Medical Training in the United States Prior to the Civil War”
Harbinger, 1853 “Dr of Opinions”
Harbinger 1854 “not D.D. or M.D.”
Impeachment & John Thomas’ Farewell
Eclectic Schools
Eclectic Medical Institute in Cincinnati
The Early Development of Medical Licensing Laws in the US
Herald 1851, p 279
Sunday Feb 01, 2026
Sunday Feb 01, 2026
Today we’re chatting with Katie! Katie’s story is an eye-opening account of the harms and pressure of sexism in Christadelphian culture on young girls. As a child, Katie was pulled out of the public school system in order to spend her time primarily caring for her brothers and taking care of the household tasks. As she grew older, was pressured to find a husband and begin to follow a “timeline” which would lead to staying home and having children while being told that she shouldn’t get an education at university. Despite the lack of encouragement and guidance, Katie escaped the Christadelphians, explored life as an independent woman, and attended university. In this episode, Katie also shares what it was like to join the Christadelphians as a child with her family, about Christadelphian dating culture, and about the poor behavior of the “brothers” in her former ecclesia that ultimately lead to her leaving Christadelphia once and for all. Please join us for yet another episode of fellowship among the heathens!
Listener discretion advised.
If you’re interested in coming on the podcast or have comments or questions, you can contact Zinnia at lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com
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References:
Corinthians 11:8-9 "For man did not come from woman, but woman from man. Nor was man made for woman, but woman for man"
Cultish: The Language of Fanaticism by Amanda Montell
Meghantschanz on IG “The Role of a Godly Husband (if women butchered the Bible the way men have)”
Clarabelltoks on IG
Flipping Vacation Bible School
If we spoke to men the way we speak to women
If we spoke to boys the way we speak to girls
If we spoke to boys the way we speak to girls (2)
If we spoke to boys the way we speak to girls (3)
Flipping misogyny and homophobia in the church
Flipping misogyny in the church
Sunday Jan 25, 2026
Sunday Jan 25, 2026
Today we’re chatting with Bec! In this episode, Bec shares her experience growing up as a “Logos” Christadelphian in Australia and trying to follow the ‘straight and narrow’ path until she made the difficult decision to leave her marriage and embrace her identity as a lesbian! Bec shares some vulnerable stories of life inside the ecclesia. From trying to be a good daughter and getting baptized as her mom was dying, to learning about her mother’s hidden heartbreak which had become fodder for gossip at their ecclesia, and to growing up and meeting Christadelphian men who wanted to marry her… if they could control her. Despite some heavy topics, we also enjoyed a few laughs as we asked, what did Solomon’s wives really do together while he was busy? If Christadelphian brothers see rainbows and assume it’s a queer symbol then have they voluntarily given “God’s symbol” to the gay community? And does sage really work to get rid of ghosts in your house??
Please join us for yet another episode of fellowship among the heathens!
TW: Domestic violence, coercive rape, postpartum depression, suicidal ideation
Listener discretion advised.
If you’re interested in coming on the podcast or have comments or questions, you can contact Zinnia at lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com
Follow us on Instagram or Facebook!
References:
Underworld with Kate Beckinsale (2003)
Proverbs 3:15 “She is more precious than rubies; nothing you desire can compare with her.”
Forced Adoptions in Australia:
SBS News: “I was told my baby had died. Decades later, I learned that was a lie”
“Social worker tells of forced adoptions”
“Catholic Hospitals Apologize for Forced Adoptions”
From God to Gay Podcast
Will I ever be good enough by Dr. Karyl McBride
Joyce Meyer (Author)
Lee-Ann Cipri (Medium)
Sunday Dec 07, 2025
Sunday Dec 07, 2025
Today we’re learning about the history of hands-on energy healing in the early Christadelphian community! In this episode, Zinnia discusses the founding of an ecclesia in Edinburgh, Scotland that quickly became interested in practicing hands-on energy healing. These new believers were radical free thinkers who offered sassy -but scriptural- retorts to the demands of Robert Roberts and John Thomas around the validity of baptisms. They also hosted lectures and classes for anyone interested in learning the art of “curative mesmerism”. The Edinburgh ecclesia not only became practitioners of “curative mesmerism” themselves, but also became involved in creating and supporting a local mesmerism organization and promoted the practice as part of the “doctrine of health” to other ecclesias while attributing their healing abilities to God. We also discuss the attitudes that attracted these early believers to Mesmerism and the various theories around what may have contributed to the decline of the practice of mesmerism in this ecclesia. We also learn about Robert Roberts “irresistible” experience with another man, the reason why Robert’s wife was re-baptized after their marriage, and hear about Zinnia’s experiences with hands-on energy healing in the modern day. Please join us for another fun blast to the past learning more forgotten history about the Christadelphians!
Listener discretion advised.
If you’re interested in coming on the podcast or have comments or questions, you can contact Zinnia at lifeafterleavingpodcast@gmail.com
References:
The Early History of the Kingdom of God in Britain" by William Norrie
Part one
Pg. 128 “The Edinburgh Church of Baptised Believers of the Gospel of the Kingdom of God”
Pg 167 Sassy Rebuttals
Pg 178 Edinburgh Church
Page 202 Curative Mesmerism
Pg 245 On Jane Norrie’s rebaptism
The Life after Leaving Podcast Episodes:
S1 Ep 8 Robert Roberts and the Fandom of John Thomas
S1 Ep 10. The Bearded Wisdom of the Christadelphians
S1 Ep. 13 Hypnosis, Telepathy, and Ghosts
S1. Ep 4 Fellowship with Rob
S2. Ep 16. Fellowship with Steve
S3. Ep 32 Fellowship with Ben
‘John Thomas: His Friends and His Faith’ by Peter Hemingray
P 131-132 Declaration of Beliefs in 1847
P 127-129 John Thomas’ Rebaptism
P 192-194 The Marturion Magazine
My Days and My Ways by Robert Roberts
Mesmerism story pages 78-79
“Dr. John Thomas: His Life and Work” by Robert Roberts
Mesmer (1994)
Alan Rickman
The Brief and Strange History of Mesmerism and Surgery
The phony health craze that inspired hypnotism (Youtube)
The Mesmerist by Wendy Moore
Drake-Kendrick Lamar Feud
Referenced by William Norrie: “Messenger of the Churches” issued in July 1858 No. 2
Herald of the Kingdom and Age to Come by John Thomas, May 1858
The Zoist: A Journal of Cerebral Physiology & Mesmerism and Their Applications to Human Welfare Volume 12 Christadelphians named as members of the Scottish Curative Mesmeric Association
Reiki
Prana
Qi
The Astrological Roots of Mesmerism
Mesmerising Science: The Franklin Commission and the Modern Clinical Trial
Royal Commission on Animal Magnetism
Mesmerism (History of Hypnosis Documentary Series - Episode 02)
The History of Bad Ideas: Mesmerism (Podcast)